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Open Question: I'm 13 and I really don't want to live anymore.?
I am 13 gay and I don’t want to live anymore. I have big problems. I have lack of motivation and energy. My life is a nightmare, painful, scary, misery, pointless, awful, creepy. I am unwanted, unseen, unheard. helpless, dependet, worthless,shy, anxiety. I’m bad communicator.I haven’t got any friends. I can’t look anyone in the face. I’m unable to see the light. For me, always is nightmare or nightime. I have bad grades at school. I am assaulted and otherwise maltreated the school. Some students beat me every day. I can’t tell anyone about it, because if I say students will beat me again. They make a fun of me. They call me gay, they say that I’m ugly. I have acnes on my face. I wish someone tell me that everything will be fine. I tried to find a reason to live but I don’t find. I try to survive but I just can’t anymore. I hate myself, I hate all about me, I hate my parents. I tried to find a reason to live but I just can’t. Every night I pray to God to take my soul. I cry every day. I have a mother who hates me. She told me that it would be better not to be born, the world would be better without me. When I try to tell her that I will commit suicide told me that the sun would come again. I tried to talk to my father, but he told me the same thing that my mother told me. I can not talk to anyone. Nobody understands me seriously. I have a plan to kill myself, I will drink 30 pills and die. Please don’t say it will get better, you have many years to live.
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