{"id":42613,"date":"2016-08-10T14:21:42","date_gmt":"2016-08-10T18:21:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.gayfriendschat.com\/socialblog\/colton-haynes-i-feel-really-bad-i-had-to-lie-for-so-long\/"},"modified":"2016-08-10T14:21:42","modified_gmt":"2016-08-10T18:21:42","slug":"colton-haynes-i-feel-really-bad-i-had-to-lie-for-so-long","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.gayfriendschat.com\/socialblog\/colton-haynes-i-feel-really-bad-i-had-to-lie-for-so-long\/","title":{"rendered":"Colton Haynes: \u2018I Feel Really Bad I Had to Lie For So Long\u2019"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>Colton Haynes: \u2018I Feel Really Bad I Had to Lie For So Long\u2019<\/b><\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.towleroad.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/05-colton-haynes_0.jpg?resize=740%2C494\" alt=\"05-colton-haynes_0\" srcset=\"http:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.towleroad.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/05-colton-haynes_0.jpg?resize=1024%2C683 1024w, http:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.towleroad.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/05-colton-haynes_0.jpg?resize=300%2C200 300w, http:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.towleroad.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/05-colton-haynes_0.jpg?resize=768%2C512 768w, http:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.towleroad.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/05-colton-haynes_0.jpg?w=1125 1125w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 740px) 100vw, 740px\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\"><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.towleroad.com\/2016\/05\/colton-haynes-2\/\">Recently out<\/a> actor Colton Haynes is opening up on coming out, anxiety, dating, growing up <a title=\"\" class=\"aalmanual\" target=\"_blank\"   href=\"https:\/\/chaturbate.com\/in\/?tour=R2Xc&#38;campaign=hl4zp&#38;track=gfcsb\">gay<\/a> in Kansas, and <a href=\"http:\/\/www.towleroad.com\/2016\/06\/noah-galvin-colton-haynes\/\">those comments<\/a> by <em>Real O&rsquo;Neals<\/em> star Noah Galvin.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.out.com\/popnography\/2016\/8\/10\/pretty-hurts-joy-and-heartache-colton-haynes#article-content\">In a candid interview&nbsp;with <em>OUT<\/em>&nbsp;magazine<\/a>, Haynes says that hiding his sexual orientation for so many years increased <a href=\"http:\/\/www.towleroad.com\/2015\/12\/colton-haynes-opens-up-about-his-lifelong-struggle-with-anxiety\/\">the anxiety he has dealt with most of his life.<\/a> Haynes says that his decision to remain publicly in the closet&nbsp;was motivated by advice from managers and agents in the entertainment industry who&nbsp;told&nbsp;him that coming out would be bad for his career.<\/p>\n<p>Said Haynes,<\/p>\n<p>&ldquo;I feel really bad that I had to lie for so long&hellip;But I was told that was the only way I was going to be successful. When you&rsquo;re young in this industry, people take advantage of you, and they literally tell you that your dreams are going to come true. If you believe that, you&rsquo;ll do anything. And you&nbsp;<em>do<\/em>&nbsp;believe it, especially if you&rsquo;re from Kansas.&rdquo;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/i1.wp.com\/www.towleroad.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/cover-750.jpg?resize=217%2C300\" alt=\"cover-750\" srcset=\"http:\/\/i1.wp.com\/www.towleroad.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/cover-750.jpg?resize=217%2C300 217w, http:\/\/i1.wp.com\/www.towleroad.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/cover-750.jpg?resize=741%2C1024 741w, http:\/\/i1.wp.com\/www.towleroad.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/cover-750.jpg?w=750 750w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 217px) 100vw, 217px\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\"><\/p>\n<h2>PREVIOUSLY: <a href=\"http:\/\/www.towleroad.com\/2016\/05\/colton-haynes-2\/\"><em>Colton Haynes Confirms He&rsquo;s Gay &mdash; Officially.<\/em><\/a><\/h2>\n<p>Haynes&rsquo; life has been somewhat chaotic in recent years,&nbsp;having ended a six-year relationship after he discovered his boyfriend was regularly&nbsp;cheating on him, endured &ldquo;regular bouts of panic-induced vomiting on set&rdquo;, made an unplanned departure&nbsp;from the CW show <em>Arrow<\/em>, and dealt&nbsp;with a stomach ulcer.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps one of the ironies about Haynes remaining publicly in the closet for so long is that he came out to his family and friends at a relatively&nbsp;young age. Something not necessarily easy to do in rural Kansas, where Haynes grew up:<\/p>\n<p>He describes his hometown as a place where &ldquo;you just couldn&rsquo;t be <a title=\"\" class=\"aalmanual\" target=\"_blank\"   href=\"https:\/\/chaturbate.com\/in\/?tour=R2Xc&#38;campaign=hl4zp&#38;track=gfcsb\">gay<\/a>,&rdquo; and though he&rsquo;d known he liked <a title=\"\" class=\"aalmanual\" target=\"_blank\"   href=\"https:\/\/chaturbate.com\/in\/?tour=R2Xc&#38;campaign=hl4zp&#38;track=gfcsb\">boys<\/a> since he was in first grade, everything changed when he came out to classmates and family at age 14. The bullying escalated to the point that Haynes&rsquo;s older brother Clinton would meet him outside of class to protect him. (Haynes is one of six, with brother Clinton and four half siblings.) At home, Haynes&rsquo;s mom, Dana, was both blindsided and dismayed by her son&rsquo;s announcement. His response was to rebel. A year of exploration&mdash;in which he lost his virginity to both sexes&mdash;also became one rife with drug experimentation. He ran away from home for three weeks and bunked in a friend&rsquo;s closet. He was there when an estranged relative called to tell him that his father, William, had committed suicide by swallowing roughly 40 oxycodone pills.<\/p>\n<p>&ldquo;I&rsquo;m the last person in the world who would say, &lsquo;Oh, my dad&mdash;pity me,&rsquo;&rdquo; says Haynes, whose father, seven times married, split from Dana and was never close with him. &ldquo;But I was told that my dad killed himself because he found out I was <a title=\"\" class=\"aalmanual\" target=\"_blank\"   href=\"https:\/\/chaturbate.com\/in\/?tour=R2Xc&#38;campaign=hl4zp&#38;track=gfcsb\">gay<\/a>. So, of course, I lost it and was like, &lsquo;How could you say something like that?&rsquo; And no one will ever really know the truth. But my brother and my mom went to pick up my dad&rsquo;s stuff, and the only picture on his fridge was my eighth-grade graduation picture. So I was just like,&nbsp;<em>F[*]ck<\/em>.&rdquo;<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.towleroad.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/02-colton-haynes_0.jpg?resize=200%2C300\" alt=\"02-colton-haynes_0\" srcset=\"http:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.towleroad.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/02-colton-haynes_0.jpg?resize=200%2C300 200w, http:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.towleroad.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/02-colton-haynes_0.jpg?resize=683%2C1024 683w, http:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.towleroad.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/08\/02-colton-haynes_0.jpg?w=750 750w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 200px) 100vw, 200px\" data-recalc-dims=\"1\">Haynes also addressed <a href=\"http:\/\/www.towleroad.com\/2016\/01\/colton-haynes-confirms-hes-gay-in-coy-tumblr-post\/\">his infamous <em>XY<\/em> magazine shoot,<\/a>&nbsp;which he did with his then-high-school-boyfriend.&nbsp;Haynes viewed the photo-shoot&nbsp;as his ticket to a career in the entertainment industry. He didn&rsquo;t expect that it would become an albatross he would carry around his neck for years to come. Haynes&nbsp;says that the&nbsp;<a href=\"https:\/\/www.datalounge.com\/thread\/10509043-attorney-claims-colton-haynes-photos-are-pornography-\">legal action taken on his behalf demanding that gay blogs take down photos from that shoot<\/a>&nbsp;(which happened around the time Haynes appeared on MTV&rsquo;s <em>Teen Wolf<\/em>) was the doing of his &lsquo;team.&rsquo;<\/p>\n<p>Haynes explains,<\/p>\n<p>&ldquo;I looked like I was f*cking <a title=\"\" class=\"aalmanual\" target=\"_blank\"   href=\"https:\/\/chaturbate.com\/in\/?tour=R2Xc&#38;campaign=hl4zp&#38;track=gfcsb\">gay<\/a>-bashing.&nbsp;Like I hated myself or I hated the <a title=\"\" class=\"aalmanual\" target=\"_blank\"   href=\"https:\/\/chaturbate.com\/in\/?tour=R2Xc&#38;campaign=hl4zp&#38;track=gfcsb\">gays<\/a>, which was never the intention at all. I was just young and trying to make it in this town and doing what these people were telling me to do.&rdquo;<\/p>\n<p>Haynes also says his first manager dropped him from his roster for being <a title=\"\" class=\"aalmanual\" target=\"_blank\"   href=\"https:\/\/chaturbate.com\/in\/?tour=R2Xc&#38;campaign=hl4zp&#38;track=gfcsb\">gay<\/a> and suggested he post an ad on the now defunct <a href=\"http:\/\/Rentboy.com\" class=\"autohyperlink\">Rentboy.com<\/a> to make extra money. Advice he didn&rsquo;t take.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/instagram.com\/p\/BI7vqS6AiUX\/\" title=\"View on Instagram\" target=\"_blank\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/instagr.am\/p\/BI7vqS6AiUX\/media\/?size=l\" alt=\"Instagram Photo\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>As for comments that <em>Real O&rsquo;Neals<\/em> star Noah Galvin recently made, criticizing how Haynes&nbsp;came out (<a href=\"http:\/\/www.towleroad.com\/2016\/06\/noah-galvin-colton-haynes\/\">&ldquo;That&rsquo;s pussy bulls*t&rdquo;<\/a>), Haynes&nbsp;feels Galvin&rsquo;s remarks were out of line:<\/p>\n<p>&ldquo;I said I was <a title=\"\" class=\"aalmanual\" target=\"_blank\"   href=\"https:\/\/chaturbate.com\/in\/?tour=R2Xc&#38;campaign=hl4zp&#38;track=gfcsb\">gay<\/a>, like, 50 times during that interview,&rdquo; Haynes insists. &ldquo;That&rsquo;s just not the way they chose to print it. I would never try to hold that back, especially for my first out interview.&rdquo;<\/p>\n<p>Haynes was mostly surprised by Galvin&rsquo;s comments. &ldquo;When I came out, Noah tweeted, &lsquo;Welcome to the family,&rsquo; and &lsquo;So proud of you,&rsquo; &rdquo; Haynes says. &ldquo;I have the tweets saved on my phone. Then, all of a sudden, I&rsquo;m the worst, I&rsquo;m a terrible person, and I&rsquo;m a shame to the <a title=\"\" class=\"aalmanual\" target=\"_blank\"   href=\"https:\/\/chaturbate.com\/in\/?tour=R2Xc&#38;campaign=hl4zp&#38;track=gfcsb\">gay<\/a> community. I think just having enough nerve and guts to come out in any way is a lot. It was really an emotional thing for me. And for that to be discredited by someone who has never met me was upsetting. He has no idea what I&rsquo;ve been through. And I can&rsquo;t sit here and have a conversation about Noah because I don&rsquo;t know him either.&rdquo; Galvin was unavailable for comment for this story, but his reps did offer to share his subsequent public apology, which is one thing Haynes has no qualms critiquing. &ldquo;I think anyone in their right mind would <a title=\"\" class=\"aalmanual\" target=\"_blank\"   href=\"https:\/\/chaturbate.com\/in\/?tour=grq0&#38;campaign=hl4zp&#38;track=gfcsb\">call<\/a> bullshit on that,&rdquo; he says.<\/p>\n<h2>PREVIOUSLY:&nbsp;<em><a href=\"http:\/\/www.towleroad.com\/2016\/06\/colton-haynes-claps-back-noah-galvin-become-judge-whats-appropriate\/\" rel=\"bookmark\">Colton Haynes Claps Back at Noah Galvin: &lsquo;When Did He Become The Judge of What&rsquo;s Appropriate?&rsquo;<\/a><\/em><\/h2>\n<p>And though Haynes is now publicly out and feeling more free than ever,&nbsp;he isn&rsquo;t necessarily focused on dating. And he says&nbsp;his love life isn&rsquo;t that exciting. Says Haynes, &ldquo;I haven&rsquo;t had <a title=\"\" class=\"aalmanual\" target=\"_blank\"   href=\"https:\/\/www.flirt4free.com\/live\/girls\/couples\/?mp_code=akftr\">sex<\/a> in&mdash;I couldn&rsquo;t tell you how long.&rdquo;<\/p>\n<p>You can read the rest of Haynes&rsquo; interview with <em>OUT<\/em> <a href=\"http:\/\/www.out.com\/popnography\/2016\/8\/10\/pretty-hurts-joy-and-heartache-colton-haynes?pg=1#article-content\">here<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>[Photos via <em>OUT<\/em>]<\/p>\n<p>The post <a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"http:\/\/www.towleroad.com\/2016\/08\/colton-haynes-4\/\">Colton Haynes: &lsquo;I Feel Really Bad I Had to Lie For So Long&rsquo;<\/a> appeared first on <a rel=\"nofollow\" href=\"http:\/\/www.towleroad.com\/\">Towleroad<\/a>.<\/p>\n<div>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/feeds.towleroad.com\/~ff\/towleroad\/feed?a=V3spCmBLRSM:oypmKWkyg84:qj6IDK7rITs\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~ff\/towleroad\/feed?d=qj6IDK7rITs\" border=\"0\"><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/feeds.towleroad.com\/~ff\/towleroad\/feed?a=V3spCmBLRSM:oypmKWkyg84:I9og5sOYxJI\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~ff\/towleroad\/feed?d=I9og5sOYxJI\" border=\"0\"><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/feeds.towleroad.com\/~ff\/towleroad\/feed?a=V3spCmBLRSM:oypmKWkyg84:yIl2AUoC8zA\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~ff\/towleroad\/feed?d=yIl2AUoC8zA\" border=\"0\"><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/feeds.towleroad.com\/~ff\/towleroad\/feed?a=V3spCmBLRSM:oypmKWkyg84:gIN9vFwOqvQ\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~ff\/towleroad\/feed?i=V3spCmBLRSM:oypmKWkyg84:gIN9vFwOqvQ\" border=\"0\"><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/feeds.towleroad.com\/~ff\/towleroad\/feed?a=V3spCmBLRSM:oypmKWkyg84:cGdyc7Q-1BI\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~ff\/towleroad\/feed?d=cGdyc7Q-1BI\" border=\"0\"><\/a> <a href=\"http:\/\/feeds.towleroad.com\/~ff\/towleroad\/feed?a=V3spCmBLRSM:oypmKWkyg84:YwkR-u9nhCs\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~ff\/towleroad\/feed?d=YwkR-u9nhCs\" border=\"0\"><\/a>\n<\/div>\n<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/feeds.feedburner.com\/~r\/towleroad\/feed\/~4\/V3spCmBLRSM\" height=\"1\" width=\"1\" alt=\"\"><br \/>\n<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/feeds.towleroad.com\/~r\/towleroad\/feed\/~3\/V3spCmBLRSM\/\" class=\"autohyperlink\">feeds.towleroad.com\/~r\/towleroad\/feed\/~3\/V3spCmBLRSM\/<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Colton Haynes: \u2018I Feel Really Bad I Had to Lie For So Long\u2019 Recently out actor Colton Haynes is opening up on coming out, anxiety, dating, growing up <a title=\"\" class=\"aalmanual\" target=\"_blank\"   href=\"https:\/\/chaturbate.com\/in\/?tour=R2Xc&#38;campaign=hl4zp&#38;track=gfcsb\">gay<\/a> in Kansas, and those comments by Real O&rsquo;Neals star Noah Galvin. 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