TODAY — HRC JOINS DNC AT LGBTQ COMMUNITY BREAKFAST AHEAD OF DEMOCRATIC PRESIDENTIAL DEBATE IN DETROIT: Representatives from HRC, the DNC and the local Detroit LGBTQ community will discuss priority issues facing LGBTQ people, including fighting discrimination on the federal and state level, preventing HIV and working to end violence against the LGBTQ people — and specifically transwomen of color. More here.
REPORT FROM NYC MEDICAL EXAMINER — TRANSGENDER WOMAN HELD IN SOLITARY AT RIKERS ISLAND DIED DUE TO SEIZURES CAUSED BY EPILEPSY: Says Layleen Polcano’s lawyer in a written statement yesterday, her epilepsy “was well-known to DOC and she suffered multiple seizures on Rikers. On 5/30, a jail doctor approved her placement in punitive segregation, despite her epilepsy. That became her death warrant.” Read more at Gay City News and NY Daily News.
HRC RESPONDS TO TRUMP’S VISIT TO JAMESTOWN,VA.: “Two years after his ‘both sides’ comments about Charlottesville, President Trump and Virginia’s Republican legislative leadership couldn’t be more in sync — both in terms of policy and rhetoric,” said HRC National Press Secretary for Campaigns Lucas Acosta (@LucasRAcosta). “Since then, Trump has tried to divide Virginians with his continued attacks on LGBTQ people, people of color and working families.” More from WTVR.
While many Democrats boycotted the Trump event, Virginia Del. Danica Roem (@pwcdanica) says she chose to attend with Austyn Higgs, a transwoman of color and health care advocate from Richmond, to “have a presence to promote a narrative of inclusion and to counter the ‘vitriol and division’ going on at the national level,” reports the Prince William Times.
WHAT WE’RE READING WEDNESDAY — GOLFER AND ACTIVIST TADD FUJIKAWA (@TADD_FUJIKAWA) RECEIVES HRC VISIBILITY AWARD: “I know that when I was struggling with my own sexuality and coming to terms with that, seeing other people sharing their truth, being authentic and sharing their story really, really helped me and gave me hope,” Fujikawa told HRC. “It made me feel that I wasn’t alone — and that’s the main reason why I came out. I wanted to do the same thing for others and pass it on.” More from HRC.
Athlete and activist @Tadd_Fujikawa became the first male professional golfer to come out as gay to help others by being visibile. @HRC was honored to present him with the HRC Visibility Award. t.co/rl82J2wFtL
WOMP WOMP! ANTI-LGBTQ VIRGINIA REPUBLICANS TRY, FAIL TO CENSURE ONE OF THEIR OWN FOR OFFICIATING SAME-SEX MARRIAGE CEREMONY: The doomed motion had been introduced in the 5th Congressional District Republican Committee to express formal disapproval of Rep. Denver Riggleman’s (R-VA) act for “failing to uphold the Republican Party platform” on same-sex marriage. More from NBC.
LOOKING ACROSS FAITH, A PUSH FOR LGBTQ INCLUSION CONTINUES INSIDE THE CHURCH: More from Jackson, Mississippi’s WLBT.
HRC RESPONDS TO SEPARATION OF CHILDREN FROM PARENTS WITH HIV AT THE U.S.-MEXICO BORDER: Said David Stacy (@david_stacy), HRC Director of Government Affairs: “It is illegal under federal law to use HIV status as a bar to entry into the United States and should never be used as a reason to separate families. The cruelty of the Trump-Pence Administration knows no bounds.” More from Washington Blade.
GLOBAL EQUALITY NEWS
LESBIAN WOMAN DEPORTED TO UGANDA FACES DIFFICULTIES RETURNING TO THE UNITED KINGDOM: PN, whose full name cannot be disclosed, sought asylum in the U.K. on the basis of her sexual orientation, but was sent back to Uganda. Read more from Independent.
TWO SUSPECTS ARRESTED AFTER ATTACK ON A TEENAGER LAST WEEK OUTSIDE A TEL AVIV LGBTQ YOUTH HOSTEL: More from The Times of Israel.
LGBTQ CELEBRITIES AND ORGANIZATIONS CALL ON UK GOVERNMENT TO REFORM GENDER IDENTITY LAWS: Advocates sent a letter to Prime Minister Boris Johnson noting that the U.K. was “lagging behind” other countries “in terms of legal equality for trans and non-binary people.” More from BBC.
TRANSGENDER ASYLUM SEEKERS TO LOSE LEGAL PROTECTIONS POST-BREXIT: “The protection of trans rights, currently enshrined in E.U. laws and treaties, is set to be dismantled once Britain leaves the union,” writes Maddie Grounds from Immigration Advice Services (@iasimmigration) in an oped. More from Openly.
HORRIBLE — RUSSIA SEPARATES CHILDREN FROM SAME-SEX PARENTS UNDER ‘LGBTQ PROPAGANDA’ LAW: More from LGBTQ Nation.
READING RAINBOW – Bookmark now to read on your lunch break!
Outsports reports on openly gay Australian rugby player Simon Dunn (@BySimonDunn) fighting back against anti-LGBTQ online comments; U.S. Soccer announces that Jill Ellis (@USWNT), who led the U.S. Women’s National Team to historic back-to-back FIFA Women’s World Cup titles, plans to step down as head coach.
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The Top European Cities You Should Visit For a Romantic Getaway Before Summer Ends
Nothing beats escaping the hustle and bustle of daily life and travelling somewhere hot and sunny with the one you love, but with so many great places to visit it can be hard to narrow down where exactly you should go. Phillip Garlick from travel money experts H&T, reveals his top recommendations for romantic city […]
U.S. SOCCER SUPERSTAR MEGAN RAPINOE TALKS WITH NYTIMES MAGAZINE ABOUT HER ACTIVISM, RELATIONSHIP WITH SOCCER AND LOVE OF CELEBRATING: “In this incredible moment that I have, I would like to use this platform to unify people. That doesn’t mean get everybody to the left, but I want to bring everybody to the conversation, and the basis of it is equal rights,” said Rapinoe (@mPinoe). Read the full interview here.
TUESDAY TWEET — HRC HOSTS TWITTER CHAT TO MARK MINORITY MENTAL HEALTH MONTH: HRC was joined online by partners across the country to break down the stigma surrounding mental health in LGBTQ communities and communities of color. Check out the conversation at #MMHMChat.
Yes, exactly.
We have to explicitly name the impact of racism, heterosexism and cissexism on mental health in LGBTQ communities of color. #MHMMChatt.co/FV7CHH0Ajj
LGBTQ MIGRANTS & ASYLUM SEEKERS FACE “BURDEN OF PROOF” OF THEIR IDENTITIES WHEN ENTERING THE U.S.: “Migrants are forced to reveal private and intimate details about their lives to meet the burden of proof — from the moment they first realized they were queer and/or trans to how many partners they’ve had,” writes Justin Agrelo (@JstnAgrlo) for the Chicago Reader. “An individual judge’s cultural biases have a considerable impact on whether or not an LGBTQ migrant will be granted asylum.” Read the full piece here.
NEW REPORT FROM CENTER FOR AMERICAN PROGRESS FINDS BETSY DEVOS IS FAILING TO PROTECT LGBTQ STUDENTS’ CIVIL RIGHTS: More from CAP and The New York Times.
.@LGBTProgress found that under the Trump-Pence administration, LGBTQ-related complaints were 9x less likely to result in corrective action than under the Obama administration.
RECENT DATA SHOWS MORE BLACK WOMEN ARE IDENTIFYING AS BISEXUAL: Twenty-three percent of Black women ages 18 to 34 now identify as bi — that’s three times higher than it was 10 years ago. Over the last decade, bisexualwomen have accounted for almost all the growth among those who identify as lesbian, gay or bisexual. Read more from Newsone.
LOS ANGELES MOVES TO FORMALLY INCLUDE LGBTQ BUSINESSES IN THE CONTRACT PROCESS: With the change, L.A. becomes the largest city in the U.S. to do so. More from Forbes.
OPENLY GAY & HIV POSITIVE PRIEST JIDE MACAULAY WORKS TO END STIGMA AND ADVOCATE FOR INCLUSION: Macaulay (@RevJide) advocates for LGBTQ inclusion and the inclusion of people who are HIV positive in the Church of England. More from PinkNews.
LGBTQ MEDIA GROUP GAY STAR NEWS TO CLOSE TODAY: More from PinkNews.
GLOBAL EQUALITY NEWS
FIRST OPENLY TRANS LAWMAKER IN PHILIPPINES URGES COLLEAGUES TO PASS BILL PROTECTING LGBTQ COMMUNITY: More from Manila Bulletin.
HUNDREDS MARCH AGAINST ANTI-TRANSGENDER VIOLENCE IN TEL AVIV: In the wake of a suspected hate crime outside a local LGBTQ center, the marchers denounced violence against Israel’s transgender community. More from The Times of Israel.
IN ADDITION TO GAY AND BISEXUAL MEN, TRANSGENDER PEOPLE AND QUEER WOMEN ARE ALSO TARGETS OF CHECHNYA’S ANTI-LGBTQ PURGE: Read the full piece from Natalie Vikhrov (@natalievikhrov) at BuzzFeed.
Amin Dzhabrailov, a gayman who was persecuted and tortured in Chechnya, speaks out about his experience. More from TIME.
READING RAINBOW – Bookmark now to read on your lunch break!
Midland Reporter-Telegram reports that Texas student Madeleine Mathis has organized the area’s first-ever local Pride event; Complex reports that Lil Nas X song “Old Town Road” has broken the record for the longest time at #1 on Billboard’s Hot 100.
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Icona Pop, KamalaCare, Typewriter, Ariana Grande, Now Apocalypse, John Oliver, Fortnite, Gay Metropolis: HOT LINKS
KAMALACARE. Kamala Harris unveils health care plan: ‘Harris’ offering maintains her commitment to universal health coverage — demanded by her party’s base — while lowering the temperature among the guardians of Obamacare who fear that overreaching would wipe out their hard-fought gains. Kathleen Sebelius, who served as Health and Human Services secretary in the Obama administration and was consulted on Harris’ plan, blessed it as “a smart way to get to Medicare for All where all individuals and employers can transition smoothly into a system that covers everyone.”’
JOHN OLIVER. A ruthless takedown of British PM Boris Johnson. “Given that Britain’s new leader is a clownish figure with silly hair and a passing relationship with the truth, you may already be thinking of the person you’re almost always thinking about anyway.”
UBER AND LYFT. How 2020 candidates compare on ride-sharing services. “California Sen. Kamala Harris’s handily outspent the rest of the pack, expensing 81 Uber and 73 Lyft rides in the first six months of 2019, totaling $8,835 and $5,873, respectively. Campaigns are averaging about $4,800 each on the apps, with the front-runners all spending near $10,000 for rides in the filing period.”
SURGE. Nearly half of House Democrats now support impeachment. ‘The four who issued their support on Sunday, all from Washington state, bring the total number of House Democrats who have publicly said they’d vote for an impeachment inquiry to 107 — 11 shy of a majority of the Democratic Caucus — with backers of an inquiry promising there are more waiting in the wings.’
GILROY. Garlic festival gunman IDed as Santino William Legan: ‘Santino Legan had an Instagram page with just three posts, including one post made days before the shooting and two posted on Sunday. The one most disturbing appears to have been posted shortly before the shooting. “Ayyy garlic festival time. Come get wasted on overpriced shit.”’
X. New Hampshire to allow ‘X’ as gender on driver’s licenses: ‘Gov. Chris Sununu allowed House Bill 669 to become law this week without his signature. It allows driver’s licenses or non-driver identification cards to be marked “M” for male, “F” for female or “X” for other.’
STREAMING NEWS. YouTube and Netflix will be coming to Tesla cars.
Ability to stream YouTube & Netflix when car is stopped coming to your Tesla soon! Has an amazingly immersive, cinematic feel due to the comfy seats & surround sound audio.
RUSSIA. Vladimir Putin critic hospitalized after being poisoned: ‘Navalny was taken by ambulance to the hospital early on Sunday morning from the jail with what authorities said was a “severe allergic reaction,” his spokeswoman Kira Yarmysh wrote on Twitter. Initially, one of Navalny’s close colleagues suggested the cause was likely unsanitary conditions in the jail, but by the evening Navalny’s lawyer released a statement from his long-time doctor saying that his symptoms were the result of “an undefined chemical substance.”‘
NOW APOCALYPSE. It could have a second life, says Gregg Araki: “We are shopping for a new home since the show’s cheap, and with the most amazing cast and incredibly passionate fanbase. The fan reaction let me know that the people who watched it got it exactly as I hoped. The show really is a dream come true for me. I love it so much and am so proud of the work we all did together. And regardless of what happens, I’m happy knowing that it will live forever in the streaming/sharing cosmos. As far as our demo goes, we were told when we got greenlit that, in the wake of their successful app launch, Starz was planning on courting a new younger audience that doesn’t currently live on the channel. And that our show was going to be a part of that effort. Clearly, that’s all changed.”
DRAMA QUEEN. Michael Ausiello series headed to HBO. ‘The single-cameraDrama Queen is set in the 1980s and centers on a closeted, TV-obsessed teenager who copes with the harsh realities — and relative mundaneness — of life in small-town New Jersey by escaping to an alternate soap opera universe of his own creation.’
TRUMP AND PENCE HAVE MADE IT CLEAR WHERE THEY STAND ON LGBTQ PEOPLE: More from HRC.
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HRC STANDS WITH THOSE GRIEVING IN THE WAKE OF ANOTHER TRAGIC SHOOTING AT THE GILROY GARLIC FESTIVAL: More from HRC.
Our hearts are with those grieving in the wake of another tragic shooting, this time at the Gilroy Garlic Festival. @HRC demands action from lawmakers in the face of more lives needlessly taken, more hearts broken and more dreams shattered due to gun violence.
MUST WATCH MONDAY — YOUNG TRANS MAN DESCRIBES BEING BARRED FROM MILITARY: “That’s the most blatant discrimination I’ve faced in my life…It says that we need to be silenced…That we aren’t deserving or we aren’t good enough to be able to serve our country,” says Lucas, describing how the Trump-Pence administration’s ban on transgender service members upended his life. Watch at HRC.
It has been two years since Trump’s reckless tweets created this ban. Learn about what advocates have been doing to stop the ban from Lambda Legal and HRC.
MAN CHARGED WITH HATE CRIMES IN CONNECTION WITH JUNE ATTACK ON TRANS WOMAN IN JACKSON HEIGHTS, NYC: David Gonzalez, 34, faces two counts of felony assault as a hate crime, aggravated harassment as a hate crime and aggravated harassment. More from Advocate.
LIL NAS X SONG “OLD TOWN ROAD” TIES RECORD FOR MOST TIME AT #1 ON THE BILLBOARD HOT 100: More from Billboard.
ORANGE IS THE NEW BLACK’S FINAL SEASON PREMIERES ON NETFLIX: More from Autostraddle.
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LGBTQ World News Digest: 7 International Stories You Need to Know About
AUSTRALIA. Melbourne artists’ work “Taste the Feeling” removed for homophobia? ‘The collage, which includes the faces of right-wing Australian politicians alongside slogans such as “God hates fags” used by the notoriously homophobic Westboro Baptist Church in the US, was removed after a complaint was posted on the gallery’s Facebook page saying that the artwork “spewed homophobic hatred”.’
CHECHNYA. TIME profiles Amin Dzhabrailov, who escaped the “gay purge” in Chechnya and is now speaking out: ‘Though he admitted to being gay, Dzhabrailov says the violence escalated when he refused to name other gaymen. The men took out a black box that Dzhabrailov presumed was a lie detector but that turned out to be a machine that delivered electric shocks. They attached wires to his fingers and put water on his body to help the current travel more effectively. “It was so painful, you’re just screaming, that’s all you could do,” he says. Eventually one of the men pulled out a gun, put it into Dzhabrailov’s mouth and threatened to kill him if he didn’t give up names. “At this moment, I myself, died,” he says. As he describes this part of his ordeal, he struggles through tears and an inability to find all the words he wants in English. “I was so lost,” he repeats. “I was so lost.”’
POLAND. Bialystock holds first LGBT Pride parade assaulted by thousands of anti-LGBTQ protesters. “The marchers at the first gay pride parade here in the conservative Polish city of Bialystok expected that they would be met with resistance. But last week when Katarzyna Sztop-Rutkowska saw the angry mob of thousands that awaited the marchers, who numbered only a few hundred, she was shocked. ‘The most aggressive were the football hooligans, but they were joined by normal people — people with families, people with small children, elderly people,’ she said. They blocked her way, first hurling invective, then bricks and stones and fireworks, she said. From the balconies, people threw eggs and rotten vegetables. Even before the march started, there were violent confrontations, and by the time the tear gas cleared and the crowd dispersed, dozens were injured and Poland was left reeling.”
PALAU. Palau President Tommy Remengesau Jr backs same-sex marriage: “Those who are different doesn’t mean that they should be outcast, second class citizens, or that they can’t contribute to the community. So I want to make it clear that I don’t believe in the constitutional amendment that promote discrimination. I want it to be on record that I support the rights of each individual, any Palauan, to be treated equally…Let us treat each other with respect and dignity.”
Conor Burns (Photo: Official Parliament Portrait – CC-BY-3.0)
UNITED KINGDOM. Boris Johnson names gay man as Trade Minister: ‘Burns, a member of the Conservative Party, captured attention in 2012 when he voiced opposition to marriage equality legislation on religious grounds and suggested there was “no clamour for this at all within the gay community,” News Letterreported. The out politician ultimately supported legislation when language was inserted assuring religious institutions would not be forced to host ceremonies.’
— Department for International Trade (@tradegovuk) July 25, 2019
CHINA. Gay Chinese go on ‘Rainbow Cruise’ to Vietnam: ‘During the five-day return voyage, they could attend workshops, talks and activities including speed dating on board the cruise ship, and get support and advice on LGBT issues. It was also a place for some, like Yang, to come out. In its third year, the annual event in June was organised by PFLAG China, an NGO based in Guangzhou that supports the LGBT community, their parents and friends. It is held on a cruise ship because it is difficult to find a venue for a mass LGBT event in mainland China, where homosexuality is not openly discussed.’
Brad & Leo Shine in ‘Once Upon a Time … in Hollywood’ — Movie Review
Brad & Leo make a dreamy dream team
[Spoiler-free review] Here’s the best way to know that you’re inside an auteur’s movie. It’s impossible to imagine it having been made by anyone else. Quentin Tarantino’s 10th feature film (creatively referred to as his 9th, presumably to give him a retirement out after his various “I’ll quit after 10 films!” proclamations) is a fable about Hollywood. The movie begins in 1968 and ends in the summer of 1969 when the very pregnant actress Sharon Tate, Roman Polanski’s new wife, and her house guests were all brutally murdered by the Manson family. Any number of filmmakers could have made a movie about that infamous year in California, but only Tarantino could have made Once Upon a Time … in Hollywood.
Margot Robbie as Sharon Tate, dancing the night away in 1968
Historical events, real ones at least, have never been as sacred to Tarantino as the history of the movies. Whenever he’s dipped into “history” — Django Unchained, Inglourious Basterds — it’s been as emotionally loaded prefab worlds from which to spin his own idiosyncratic yarns. In this regard Once Upon a Time is no exception. To this viewer, though, his latest movie feels closer in spirit to Pulp Fiction. It’s even tempting, though inaccurate and glib, to describe Once Upon a Time … in Hollywood as a movie length riff on that restaurant scene in Pulp Fiction from the POV of the waiters “Marilyn” and “Elvis”, what with all the famous actors masquerading as other famous actors.
Though we spend intermittent time with the then-rising star Sharon Tate (Margot Robbie, luminous if not much more given the confines of the role) she’s more decor than subject. The story is about Tate’s fictional next door neighbor, TV star Rick Dalton (Leonardo DiCaprio, in his best star turn since at least The Departed) and his stunt double Cliff Booth (Brad Pitt, still a f***ing movie star!). Dalton and Booth are minor Hollywood players now, their glory years behind them. Dalton has been reduced to guest star appearances as the “heavy” on various TV shows and Booth rarely works as a stuntman, earning his meager living as a kind of hired-friend. Booth’s primary work is as Dalton’s driver.
Brad somehow still has his Thelma & Louise body 28 years later
We spend a lot of time with the two men in the car, driving to and from the star’s home. Among the many glorious and funny visual touches (Barbara Ling is the production designer) is a cutout detail from a billboard or movie poster, bearing what I think is bad painting of Rick Dalton’s face, that’s used to mark Dalton’s reserved parking spot… at his own home. Booth’s junkier car gets the non-marked spot right next to it.
The first time I went to Los Angeles alone in the early Aughts, I didn’t rent a car. The mistake — which I chalked up to living in New York City where everyone walks — was readily apparent. There were few pedestrian friendly sidewalks. People were staring. Every subsequent trip has involved lots of time in cars, rentals or ubers. Sometimes the distance between where you’re coming from and where you’re going is quite short, but try telling that to the traffic. Time stretches on indefinitely. My mind kept drifting to all that vehicular stasis during the movie’s longueurs. ‘Where is this picture going and why is it taking so long to get… Ooh, this scene is fun!’
Lena Dunham, Margaret Qualley and Brad Pitt in one of the film’s lengthiest scenes, spent at the ranch where the Manson family lived
Once Upon a Time’s connective tissue between its episodes is spent on the streets and highways of Los Angeles, with Booth chauffeuring us, or Dalton, or, in one particularly memorable foot-fetishist-friendly scene, Manson-acolyte “Pussycat” (Margaret Qualley), through the mythic town. Once Upon a Time… has been described as a “hangout” movie which is the nicest possible way to refer to its indulgent nearly 3 hour running time… and perhaps the most accurate, too.
Still, unlike the frankly tiresome running times of Tarantino’s recent films (I absolutely cannot with The Hateful Eight), Once Upon a Time is a surprisingly pleasant way to while away three hours, barring two politically questionable sequences. One thankfully brief scene that we wish had been cut makes a kind of joke out of violence against women (a strange misstep given the sympathetic treatment of the Tate subplot). The other pits Bruce Lee (a hugely entertaining cameo from Mike Moh) against Booth in a dick measuring fight that’s half performative for the crew on the set of one of Dalton’s shows. This fight scene narratively serves to demonstrate to the audience how formidable Booth is since we only know of him up this point as a washed-up stuntman. There was surely a way to set that up without the ludicrous suggestion that he’d be Bruce Lee’s equal (my plus one at the screening, a longtime cinephile friend, singled out the scene as his least favorite, “As a minority, I get so sick of ‘Mighty Whitie!’”).
Mike Moh in a (hopefully) star-making cameo as Bruce Lee
Those two scenes aside, the movie is funny, visually memorable, and even kind of sweet, which is not typically an adjective anyone would dole out to a Tarantino picture.
Dalton is briefly lured away to Italy snag the leading roles he can’t get in Hollywood (Al Pacino has a lot of fun in his cameo doing the luring). Yet the bulk of the picture concerns the industry town itself and its tangled mix of haves (Sharon Tate and Roman Polanski), hangers on (Emile Hirsch as Tate’s close friend/former lover Jay Sebring), used-to-haves (Dalton) and have-nots (Booth). All that plus the fringe dwellers (the Manson family) who are geographically close but live in an entirely different world.
Though several scenes and glorious recreations of historic movie marquees remind us of Tarantino’s love of cinema history, the movie’s stealth subject appears to be the loneliness of stardom, and its stealth tribute is to 1960s television. When Sharon Tate wanders the town stopping to check out one of her own movies, she feels enormous pride when the audience reacts well to her performance. Yet in every sequence in which she looks radiantly happy she is notably alone. Later, it’s weirdly moving (and funny!) when Dalton is all-too excited to watch an episode of FBI he guests on with Booth, who appears to be his only friend. In the best and lengthiest Dalton-specific episode we spend a day with him on set where he struggles with his dialogue and ridicules himself alone in his trailer before meeting a child star (Julia Butters, a major scene-stealer) who inspires him to up his game.
Cliff and Rick spend nearly all their free time together
The scene that, to this non-Angelenos, works to signify this film experience best as a whole, complete with all of its meanderings, comes early. At first it plays like ‘why didn’t you cut this?’ nothingness. The scene is a solo affair with no obvious narrative purpose. We’re in the car with Booth as he drives from Dalton’s expensive home, tearing through the streets of LA like he’s filming a stunt-driving scene. This indulgence, which must only be for atmosphere, morphs into something moving and fun and hazy-dreamy (cinematography by three time Oscar winner Robert Richardson) as the road stretches on and historic sites whiz by. Eventually we end up at the legendary Van Nuys Drive In. Our destination is, surprise, not the historic movie site, but a vacant lot behind it.
Brandy the pitbull steals all her scenes in “Once Upon a Time … in Hollywood”
There Booth lives in a tiny trailer that he shares with his female pitbull Brandy (arguably the film’s most entertaining character). She waits obediently on the couch for her meal. One can of dog food slides grotesquely and sloooowwwly from its can — falling into its bowl with a memorable gelatinous plop. Then a second, of a different flavor but no less revolting color– lands on the top, splattering bits to the floor. She licks her lips in anticipation, comically. Time keeps stretching out. Booth/Tarantino isn’t done preparing this meal just yet. In a surprise twist Booth pulls some dry food from the cupboard, sprinkling it randomly and chaotically on top. It’s all too much. It shouldn’t be delicious. Maybe it’s not but we’re hungry. Brandy is finally given the sound cue, and leaps from the couch.
Director Doug Spearman on the attraction to married men in ‘From Zero to I Love You’
Writer/director Doug Spearman
One very hot Friday afternoon, amid the swelter and indie rock music of Republic of Pies, a hipster hangout in North Hollywood, actor, writer and director Doug Spearman sits down across from us, iced coffee in hand.
Spearman has come straight from the airport, where he picked up longtime editor Christo Tsairas from arrivals. Tsairas has flown in from Boston on the eve of a milestone for both men: their latest film From Zero to I Love You, opens at Outfest July 27.
From Zero to I Love You centers on Jack (Scott Bailey, of The Bay), a devoted husband and father, who also has a penchant for getting drunk and hooking up with men. One chance evening, he meets Pete (Darryl Stephens, Spearman’s Noah’s Arc co-star), a handsome, single guy with a nasty habit of meeting and falling for married men. What begins as an innocuous liaison becomes a connection too powerful to ignore, even when Jack insists that he is notgay. Over the course of several months, both men must face their own fears and predilections to decide who they are, and ultimately, what they want.
As Spearman and Tsairas chomp on lunch, we managed to snag a few minutes to discuss the film and its rather provocative implications.
So most of our readers will know you from Noah’s Ark or any number of other series. This is also your first film as director in five years, only your second overall. Where do Pete & Jack come from?
Doug Spearman: My life. Actually, Hot Guys with Guns was also inspired by something that happened to me and an ex-boyfriend. The crime in that movie was based on something that really happened. But, when I was growing up, I would find myself in situations with married men. A lot.
Ok.
DS: I would find myself constantly hit on or falling for guys and then finding out they were married. Sometimes I knew beforehand; it was like you’re my teacher. I know you’re married. Or it’s the father of a girl I went to school with. So I wrote it to figure out why that was happening.
Scott Bailey, Doug Spearman and Keili Lefkovitz on set
That’s a very good reason.
DS: I first wrote it as a novel to try and work out some questions I had. When I moved to LA, I was going to be a director and an actor. I was never going to be a writer. But I wrote a novel—I’m the only guy I know that moved to LA and wrote a novel. A couple of years later, I wanted to see if I could actually write a screenplay. I didn’t want to do it from scratch. I’ve read thousands of scripts in my life, and I work in television, so I had access to some of the best and worst scripts in the world. So I read a lot, and I thought let me see if I can adapt this novel to a screenplay. So I took a 500-page novel and adapted it into a 120-page screenplay. There were 48 different versions of the script, and I stared in 1998.
Oh wow, that’s crazy. And obviously, you knew Darryl Stephens before you began this project. Did you always envision him as Pete?
DS: I wrote it for me.
For yourself?
DS: Yeah, and I just aged out of the part. Same thing with Hot Guys with Guns. I got too old to play it. At the time I started directing film, I was falling out of love with being an actor. But I also have a cell phone full of actors, and 30 years of friendships. My friends have careers, so I thought I’ll just call my friends.
So that’s how it happened?
DS: That’s how it happened. And Darryl, I think is such a multi-layered actor. There’s stuff in Boy Culture where you get to see him really just doing some fine, layered acting. That’s what I wanted here.
It’s funny you say you wrote this to sort of dissect your own reasons for getting involved with married men. That might be the most troubling element in the movie. I felt terrible for Pete. And you say this is based on your own experience.
DS: I didn’t know why I did it.
So what did you discover?
DS: Let me share my theory on writing. I believe all I do is take dictation. Everything comes through me. I am the lantern, not the light, know what I mean? Everything comes through me. I was writing a scene where Pete goes to see his dad and soon-to-be stepmother in a bar. And that’s based on my relationship is based on my brother and sister-in-law. Originally, Richard [Lawson] was going to play my older brother. Ron is basically my brother.
Oh, interesting.
DS: There’s the scene where they ask Pete, “Why are you doing this?” And they say in unison, “You have a fear of commitment.” And I was like, do I?
Scott Bailey, Doug Spearman and Darryl Stephens discuss a scene
So did you?
DS: Maybe.
I think that’s one of the more provocative elements of the film. This isn’t, I would add, something unique to gayguys either, who get involved with a “straight” guy or a married guy. I know women who suffer from the same issue.
DS: It’s about emotional and physical availability. It’s not about why do you pursue straight guys, or why do you pursue [X]? It’s about A) getting something out of it. You’re putting that energy out there. And one of the things I know from my own experience about dating guys who are in a relationship—there is a settled, grounded quality to them. They’re not looking for more. It’s nice to not be facing down a pack of wolves.
[Laughter]
Know what I mean? Single people look hungry. All the time.
Even people in relationships look hungry all the time.
DS: That’s a different movie.
[Laughter]
Jack’s coming out is quite different. Alcohol is almost always involved, and for him, sex with men is almost compulsory.
DS: I had to do that. For me, when I was first going to gay bars when I was 18…I’m old enough to remember when the legal age was 18 to get into a bar. I remember going to gay bars and having to stir my courage up just by having a couple drinks. There was no internet. There was no app. You had to go talk to somebody. You know what my best pick up line is?
What’s that?
“Hi.”
It’s basic but it works. I’ve had it happen where I see a guy in a bar, and he’ll message me on an app but won’t come over to talk. Then he gets up and leaves.
You need a degree in psychology to date in Los Angeles. And it’s a degree in abnormal psychology. It’s hard being a man. It’s hard being a black man. It’s hard being gay in this city. The neurosis out there are jaw-dropping. I turn 57 in September. Have you ever been at an airport, running to catch a connecting flight and you see people just saunter about in the Admiral’s Club?
Not really. I fly Southwest.
[Laughter]
DS: But you know those lounges?
Yes.
DS: Ok, your 20s and 30s is running through the airport. Your 40s are going into the lounge.
That’s interesting.
DS: Life after 40 is fantastic. Life after 50 is unbelievable. I have more, better, hotter sex now in my late 50s than I ever did when I had a 28-inch waist and a six-pack.
Director Doug Spearman in New York
I’ve noticed it does get better as I get older. Sometimes I wish I could go back and show some of those early guys how much I’ve improved.
[Laughter]
Fran Lebowitz had a great line about sex in the 70s. She said something to the effect of: “In the 70s, we thought sex was like kale. You just had as much as you could because we thought it was good for you.”
DS: That’s what I think. I grew up in the 60s during the sexual revolution. That’s one reason sex in the movie isn’t so fraught. It’s a panacea for Pete.
It’s not that way for Jack. I really admired in Scott Bailey’s performance.
DS: What did you see? I learned something from Scott.
He plays a lot of the ambiguities of the character. I wasn’t always sure what he was thinking for feeling because the character wasn’t sure what he was thinking or feeling. As a director and writer, how do you convey that to an actor?
DS: You know, the best thing I can tell you is hire better, direct less. If you hire Picasso and DiVinci, you don’t go behind them and say “ok, can you put a line there?”
[Laughter]
They want you to do it. Let DiVinci be DiVinci.
The old axiom that casting is 90% of directing…
DS: It’s 100%. That, and rehearsal. The thing I gave [Scott] was that his world comes alive at night. And I had it in my head that there would be a different color palate for each environment, and that Jack’s world happened in the daytime with different lighting [from the night scenes]. I got in there very little. My job is to let them work it out and do their thing. If there’s a problem, I’m there to answer a question.
Well that’s a good editorial question then. So often, performances happen in the editing. When the two of you collaborating, and I assume the two of you work closely together.
Christo Tsiaras: Here’s the thing. When I get the rushes, Doug barely tells me things.
Does he tell you which takes to use?
CT: No. I take it all. I’ve been doing this 40 years. His work with the actors is so good, and the actors are so good, I go through and look at the performance and gather from that what Doug was trying to do. I put it together the way I think it should be seen, but in doing that, I put myself in the place of the viewer and ask what I want to see. Doug concentrates on dialogue, but I see the reactions.
DS: I go in and give him notes, but I let him play with it.
So is this what Orson Welles used to talk about: presiding over happy accidents?
CT: There are no happy accidents here. What happens is that this stuff exists, and I’m looking for it. When I cut, I’m always looking for that other area that they may not have seen.
DS: I shot this over four years.
Doug Spearman on the street in Philadelphia behind the camera
I did not know that. Wow.
DS: Yeah. And the great thing about taking that much time was that I would see things and adapt.
CT: I scroll through all the takes. I always look for the eyes. That’ll give you your emotion.
The whole Palms Springs sequence [in which Jack visits his wife’s family] is really funny, and interesting. Karla’s Brother—it’s hinted that he might be gay, insofar as Jack thinks. At least, he and his friend have a bromantic sort of relationship that really confused Jack. Is that a statement about west coast mores versus east coast attitudes? Is that generational?
DS: It’s very interesting that you ask about east coast versus west coast. I realized my gaydar in LA was broken around 2000. Gay guys in LA look straight, and straight men in LA are so over-groomed and over-tanned. You think most straight men in LA are gay. Gay men wear t-shirts and have tattoos. There’s a lot of that. And if you don’t come on to a straight man in LA, they get offended. They’re like, am I not hot enough?
DS: It’s a thing. So, there’s that in the scene. But I also wanted to show the depth in the lives of these characters. If you notice, Karla’s married to a philanderer. Karla’s brother is a philanderer. And if you listen in the pool scene, you hear Karla and her mother arguing about her father leaving her mother for a younger woman. I know this from my own life: we tend to fall in love with people who are very much like our parents.
Life patterns.
DS: It’s a genetic thing. And if you watch the pool scene, Jack’s treading water. Scott didn’t have to do that. It’s like he’s now in the pool with the gayguys.
Both this film and Hot Guys With Guns follow an interracial gaycouple. Is that happenstance, or does something fascinate you about that? Where does that come from?
DS: I come from an interracial family. Ron & Pamela [his fiancee played by Leslie Zemeckis] are based on my brother and sister-in-law. I’d say three-quarters of the men I’ve gone out with are white. And also, I did it on purpose because queer films tend to happen in, for example, an all-female universe, an all-white universe, an all-black universe. Or an all gay universe. My problem with that is we fetishize so much—our viewing reflects our fetishes.
Richard Lawson, Leslie Zemekis, Darryl Stephens & Jay Hughley
How so?
DS: Well have you ever noticed—you look at the poster for 90% of all queer films and it’s a white man’s torso. It looks like a Grindr profile. And it’s because that’s the idea. The head has a personality. The beauty is so iconic it’s not even a person anymore. And I want people to see my work because my life doesn’t take place in a singular universe. I have a very broad, beautiful, magical life. And just because we’re gay doesn’t mean we don’t discriminate against each other.
Very true.
DS: We’re Americans. We discriminate against everybody. It’s racist, it’s ageist, its weightist…you know, “no blacks, no fats, no Asians.”
It’s masculine versus feminine. It’s everything.
DS: Yeah, and I thought if I could integrate the theatre, I could integrate the lobby. If I can integrate the lobby, people will start talking to each other. A friend of mine is Hispanic, and we’re always joking about brown people: not just for sex!
[Laughter]
DS: You know. He’s Latino. And we’re good for other things besides fulfilling sexual fantasies and mowing the lawn. I was in The Abbey once, and there was this guy. We were on our way to hook up, and I turned my back for a second. And his friend said to him “You do like those Mandingos, don’t you?”
Oh my lord.
DS: And I was like no, you’re not going home with me. So for me…it’s my life. It reflects who I am.
That makes sense.
DS: I’m attracted to who I’m attracted to. If you’re hot you’re hot. So…
[He slaps his fist against his palm, as if holding a bottle]
DS: Smack the ketchup bottle.
I’ve never heard it put like that!
[Laughter]
Now what you say about the racial fertilization of only dating white guys, or black guys, or Asian guys…I didn’t experience that until I lived in a city, and I heard the rather unkind terms…
CT: Like “rice queen?”
Scott Bailey & Jay Hugely
Yeah, that.
DS: Or “dinge queen?” That’s a term from the 70s for a white guy that only dates black guys. It’s dinge…as in dingy water.
That’s…awful.
CT: I haven’t thought about that term in years.
But what is that about though? I’ve always wondered: why would anyone date only a specific race?
DS: Men are visual. And whatever your visual thing is, you go for that. Men carry around a picture—that’s why men’s porn is all about the visual. That’s the way we are genetically set up.
This is something of a delicate question. One thing that comes up with so many of the black men I chat with—creators, directors, writers, actors… This came up with Billy Porter…
This also came up with Nelson Lassiter (of Single Record). —is the pervasive difficulty for queer people that still exists within the African American community, especially men. What is that about? Where does that come from?
DS: I can’t speak to that. It wasn’t my experience. My parents were always like here’s a Barbie, shut up.
[Laughter]
That’s marvelous.
DS: I have very unusual parents. I remember I was 7—this was like 1965. We were at my grandmother’s house and she had a wig on a Styrofoam head.
Those terrified me.
CT: Me too.
DS: I was down on my knees styling this thing, just brushing it. And my mom came in and was like oh, that’s pretty good. Here, do another one. Then she was like what should I wear?
[Laughter]
DS: So my parents were totally on board. My mom was thrilled. A lot of what drives people not to change is fear. But I don’t even know what those cultural fears are. I know people have those stories. I know when I asked Richard Lawson to play Ron, I did it specifically because Richard has been a hero of mine.
Scott Bailey
He’s very underrated as an actor.
DS: And Richard has a lot of clout [Lawson is married to Tina Lawson, mother of Beyonce]. But if I put Richard in a part—here’s a black man who is so well-recognized and doesn’t have a problem with having a gay son, that’s going to change the minds of people out there. If more people model good behavior with their kids, there would be less of [that homophobia].
That also speaks volumes about the character of Ron, and how he’s the moral anchor of the film.
DS: Yeah.
And he’s the only one, I believe, that points out how unfair Pete & Jack behavior is, that they have no regard for anyone else’s feelings. So what’s next for you?
DS: A thriller. It’s not queer.
Hey, if you make it queer, that’s great. We’d watch that.
